Drives Me?

There is an interesting article on her (my organisation top lady) in her world.  Reading it sets me reflecting - she knew what she wants and starts it right.  As for me, i didn't, it is sad, but is it too late to cross-track now?  Really, what drives me?

World so Big

Someone I know, is now on an exchange programme in Czech Republic. Prior, toured London, Paris, Amsterdam.When I look at the photos, I realised that 世界is very big and we humans are just so 渺小。No wonder, people choose to tour or roam the world in this lifetime to see how big the world is.  For me, furthest I travelled to was USA for my honeymoon. After that, I have remained in Spore cos of other priorities and family. Oh yeah, since then, I have been to Brunei, Hong Kong.  I guess everyone has their own priorities.   As my wife puts it, I am not unable to let go, and thus, I have not been really happy. 

Not My Passion

Wow, it has been more than 3 months since I wrote this blog. Anyway, I dun think there is any/much reader since FB is the IN thing today. Well, I am still in the same job, same office. I recalled I mentioned to my ex-colleagues that should I fail in this job, I will go be like Nicole Seah...haha...well, that may seem to be the way to go liao, as the more I think, feel, I can't find the passion in healthcare, cos it is sad and complex...maybe, I should have been more sure of myself last June and had stayed on.

Fly Past

Very soon, it will be mid year again.
Still working, still in the job, but not much satisfaction. While I know I should see and find meaning in what I do, somehow, the feeling is just not right.  I guess in life and in many other situations, we can't have the best of all worlds.  I am not asking for that, but I know I mustn't let my time and youth slipped past me, before it is too late.

Control

People come, people go.
Once friends, forever friends?
For me, I do what I can to treasure, as for the future, I am not in control.

Tots

Just some tots in my mind. Nope. Many tots. Need time to think through.

Sad Day

It is one of those days where I felt the world and everyone crashed down on me.
Why Why? I asked. I only have simple requests but it seems so hard to achieve it.

GONG XI GONG XI

As we all know, Health Is Wealth. Good Health Rules. The past three weeks were hectic as I just completed one major event at work - which also brought a nice close to my six-month probation period in my new job. While I will not say that this is the best job, I guess most jobs are the same. Our attitude is more crucial, and determines our altitude - how far we can progress. Actually, for me at this stage of life, I just need a stable job to bring in income for me... Seventeen years at work (since 1994), I am amazed...I hope as I can work towards retiring at 50, and perhaps, I can move on to do what I have always wanted to do (though I am taking small steps ...)).
On a closing note to the Year of the Rabbit, it has been a good year for me. New decisions made, new grounds explored, new friends made, and more importantly, new physique. I am thankful and grateful. Wishing all my readers - WAN SHI RU YI, XIN XIANG SHI CHENG

Better 2012

Time flies. really. We are into a brand new year.
I am now more active in FB. That is more of a social networking site but blog is still a preferred medium to share about feelings and thoughts.

2011 is certainly an eventful year for me. Some 'not so good' decisions were made but I had to embrace and live with it.

However, I am glad to have made some positive changes in my life and I am proud of it.

Moving on to 2012 ...I would want to see more positive yet impactful decisions made. I don't have much time and youth left. I need to expedite:

"No matter how high is the mountain, if we set our sights to conquer it, it can be
done if we are determined to do so. If we have friends on the way to support and accompany us, this makes the journey much more enjoyable."

Thank you to my readers and friends.

Not Here Yet

My next steps seem clearer but somehow, lady luck isn't here.
May have to be patient.

Next

Have been quiet ....been doing some, quite a fair bit of thinking about next steps.

Clue-Less

Gasp. I suddenly realised that I dun know what I want to do for work anymore. So, where do and can I go from here?

Another love song

Another sad song which I like recently..from Vanness Wu
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7vIxSAbNTgw&feature=related
心痛过我才学懂得 你的守候 我狠狠划破
那些错我用生命来救 爱没走
你包容我太多挥霍 你能不能再次看看我
别无所求只要你回头
爱没走 失去你我丢了所有

Help Needed

One day, I vow to get myself onto this list. However, I must first need someone to introduce me to these editors. Help me, help me...
http://www.herworld.com/love-men-sex/sexiest/top-5-sexiest-local-celebrities?sms_ss=twitter&at_xt=4e842ef84acd943c%2C0

BM Vocal

Bruno Mars is my "latest craze" as in I suddenly discover that those EL songs that I have been hearing were his...and only recently I found out (so embarassing rite? haha)
Lazy Song ->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLexgOxsZu0&feature=relmfu
Marry Me, Lighters, Just the way you are, Grenade ...
I am trying to tune in to some 2011 dance-able songs so that I am in tune with the young ...haha...

This song tugs my heart when I heard it for the first time. The very beautifully written lyrics just resonate so much with how I was feeling at this very moment.

Thank you, Vae for singing this so so touching song.

想象之中付出会有结果 毫无保留信奉你的承诺
想象之中这次要爱很久 我领略过你眼里的温柔 ...

热烈以后你忽然的冰冻 判若两人丢给我去承受
想象中 很不同 想象中 一切都和后来不同
我承认 曾经那么心动

你没想象中那么恋旧 回忆唤不回你的温柔
最后也不是故作冷漠 转过头我怎么有一滴泪落
我没想象中那么脆弱 分开后形容也没消瘦
一起踏过了几座春秋 领悟了爱不是追逐占有

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EhumdIGIGVE&feature=related

shocked.

so shocked and scary - read about the news that yahoo CEO was fired over the phone and had to leave immediately. this is like the harsh reality of the private working world..will this happen to us one day if we do not perform to expectations?
as such, one has to always make back up plans or prepare for the worst...esp if we seem not to be 'performing' ....sigh...no wonder pple are living in stress, working longer hours, dying earlier....

Another Love Song

Another touchy love song by Wong Lee Hom.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvUsOXNPVxo

你不知道我为什么狠下心
还悬在你看不见那高空里
我的事 你不知道的事

Bidding Goodbye

One of my favourite song -> 再見王子
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GsmIV_XTDTY

Though I am bidding goodbye, but
因為我不知道 下一輩子是否還能遇見你
所以我今生才會 那麼努力把最好的給你
[so beautifully written by Hins)

Quiet here

I have been quiet here as I was hooked to another platform - social media - FB.
Over there, the post is more instaneous and read by more ...however, not everyone cares or appreciates.