Drives Me?

There is an interesting article on her (my organisation top lady) in her world.  Reading it sets me reflecting - she knew what she wants and starts it right.  As for me, i didn't, it is sad, but is it too late to cross-track now?  Really, what drives me?

World so Big

Someone I know, is now on an exchange programme in Czech Republic. Prior, toured London, Paris, Amsterdam.When I look at the photos, I realised that 世界is very big and we humans are just so 渺小。No wonder, people choose to tour or roam the world in this lifetime to see how big the world is.  For me, furthest I travelled to was USA for my honeymoon. After that, I have remained in Spore cos of other priorities and family. Oh yeah, since then, I have been to Brunei, Hong Kong.  I guess everyone has their own priorities.   As my wife puts it, I am not unable to let go, and thus, I have not been really happy. 

Not My Passion

Wow, it has been more than 3 months since I wrote this blog. Anyway, I dun think there is any/much reader since FB is the IN thing today. Well, I am still in the same job, same office. I recalled I mentioned to my ex-colleagues that should I fail in this job, I will go be like Nicole Seah...haha...well, that may seem to be the way to go liao, as the more I think, feel, I can't find the passion in healthcare, cos it is sad and complex...maybe, I should have been more sure of myself last June and had stayed on.

Fly Past

Very soon, it will be mid year again.
Still working, still in the job, but not much satisfaction. While I know I should see and find meaning in what I do, somehow, the feeling is just not right.  I guess in life and in many other situations, we can't have the best of all worlds.  I am not asking for that, but I know I mustn't let my time and youth slipped past me, before it is too late.

Control

People come, people go.
Once friends, forever friends?
For me, I do what I can to treasure, as for the future, I am not in control.

Tots

Just some tots in my mind. Nope. Many tots. Need time to think through.

Sad Day

It is one of those days where I felt the world and everyone crashed down on me.
Why Why? I asked. I only have simple requests but it seems so hard to achieve it.

GONG XI GONG XI

As we all know, Health Is Wealth. Good Health Rules. The past three weeks were hectic as I just completed one major event at work - which also brought a nice close to my six-month probation period in my new job. While I will not say that this is the best job, I guess most jobs are the same. Our attitude is more crucial, and determines our altitude - how far we can progress. Actually, for me at this stage of life, I just need a stable job to bring in income for me... Seventeen years at work (since 1994), I am amazed...I hope as I can work towards retiring at 50, and perhaps, I can move on to do what I have always wanted to do (though I am taking small steps ...)).
On a closing note to the Year of the Rabbit, it has been a good year for me. New decisions made, new grounds explored, new friends made, and more importantly, new physique. I am thankful and grateful. Wishing all my readers - WAN SHI RU YI, XIN XIANG SHI CHENG

Better 2012

Time flies. really. We are into a brand new year.
I am now more active in FB. That is more of a social networking site but blog is still a preferred medium to share about feelings and thoughts.

2011 is certainly an eventful year for me. Some 'not so good' decisions were made but I had to embrace and live with it.

However, I am glad to have made some positive changes in my life and I am proud of it.

Moving on to 2012 ...I would want to see more positive yet impactful decisions made. I don't have much time and youth left. I need to expedite:

"No matter how high is the mountain, if we set our sights to conquer it, it can be
done if we are determined to do so. If we have friends on the way to support and accompany us, this makes the journey much more enjoyable."

Thank you to my readers and friends.