Loss and Lost

A 'depressing' day for me...cos suddenly, I felt the loss as my AM will be on annual leave followed by maternity leave from tomorrow for over 5 months. To make things worse, the sentiments I get from the 'middle managers' aren't so good. That makes the overall morale somewhat unhealthy. With less than 5 months on this overwhelming job, I realised that I am still lost over many things thou I admit that I am picking up 'not that slowly'... I keep telling myself not to look back but can't help it at times. Now, maybe, I can understand how my ex-colleagues and boss felt when I left then.