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M-Merits
M-Mean
M-Man
I feel that I have been laxed in pursuing what I really/truly desire. This is no good.
Again, is it destiny or I have gave up pursuing cos I cannot afford the time/effort as age is catching up?
Allow me to reflect what my FS Master wrote in her blog -
"Who we are are what our bazi says about us.... and unless we have merits accumulated then we will change and our luck can become better .... destiny can be changed but is not easy."
Maybe, I have not been a saint and being mean, I can only be an ordinary man.