Not Vocal

To some, I may be vocal when it comes to matters that are of interest to me, e.g. myths of pregnancy, beauty/face care etc... but when it comes to work/official presentations, I tend to stumble. That's why nobody actually praise me, but it doesn't matter to me actually. Worse, these 2 years, I need to present my staff as part of the ranking process and sadly, I am not able to convince the panel, at times. (Lucky, I need not do so in the prev jobs.) [Maybe, preparing a script may help...haha.] This year, I also have to coordinate the ranking exercise, and it is really 'dua zhong' ...sianz. But compared to writing papers, i think it is easier lar....anyway, i am still hoping and searching for a change soon.